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Things I'll never say chapter 6 [May. 24th, 2006|10:22 pm]
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Title: Things I'll Never Say
FullMetal Alchemist - Romance - R - Ed/Winry
Author:ssjkawaiitenshi

"Prologue - Chapter 2" ----"Chapter 3" ----- "Chapter 4"----- "Chapter 5"

Chapter 6: Connections of pain

I turn in my sleep and am met with a mouth full of hair. What the hell? I instantly open my eyes and am met with a beautiful sight. My blonde mechanic is sleeping curled up at my side. Oh yes, last night. A blush creeps up my cheeks. My sudden action of rolling over to face her causes her to come closer and put an arm around my waist to pull me flush against her. I gulp in nervousness. Why am I still nervous? After last night you would think my nervousness would have went out the window. I know why I am nervous. What does she expect from me now? I know that I shouldn't have given in last night but how can you say no to someone you love? She looked desperate for my love last night. I sigh and she moves, her eyes fluttering open. Dammit she's awake now. But that smile she adorns me with melts my heart.

"Good morning..." she whispers to me. She is still sleepy. Her eye lids start to close again. We were up into the wee hours of the morning. It still astounds me that we went that long. I blush again at the thought.

I am content to hold her. It seems like hours go by until there is a quick knock on my door and then it is opened. Instantly I pull the covers higher up so that we are covered.

It is Al. "Brother you know it's ten o'clo-" He stops mid-sentance when he sees who is in bed with me. "Oh.. well I guess we know where Winry is..." He shows me a big grin before leaving and shutting the door. I can hear his laugh fade deep into the house.

"I'm going to kill him later...." I mumble.

"Don't kill Al, he's a nice kid.." Her voice fades again. Apparently she can't decide whether she wants to be awake or not.

"Oh so you have no problem with Al coming in here and seeing us in bed together then?" I ask her, knowing fully well that she will wake up at that.

"Al was here?!" She instantly sits up. I can't help but laugh. Her face is bright red and her hair is all tangled. She turns and glares at me. "And why are you laughing?! He's going to tell Granny.." She groans. "Oh no..."

"Oh calm down, he won't" I assure her. She lays back down and slowly I move my face toward hers, but i stop right before my lips touch hers.

"Well? What are you waiting for?" She asks me. I'm waiting for permission of course!

"Well... umm" I stutter. I'm such an idiot.

"Ed... I told you last night, you can touch me.." She leans in and captures my lips. I groan and feel my need growing again. If this is what it's going to be like she will surely be the death of me. I think she can sense this because before I know what is going on she is on top of me.

"Win..." I say breathlessly. But she pays me no heed. She plants kisses on my neck and runs her hands up my sides. I'm becoming undone again. I gently grind my hips into hers to somehow relieve the pressure. At this she lets out a loud moan. Last night I really had no clue what I was doing. I also wanted her to enjoy everything. I was so afraid I would screw it up. But now, suddenly I feel iike I want the upper hand. She has awoken an animal in me, and it can not be tamed. So I move quickly and pin her beneath me. Staring into her eyes I pant breathlessly. "My turn...." And she smiles up at me and I smirk down at her.

We don't leave the room for another hour or so.

So much for not letting the world know, because as soon as I set foot in the kitchen I am met with a smiling brother.

"Not a word" I tell him. This only makes his smile widen.

Granny is at the counter with her back facing me. She clears her throat. "You two need to be quieter.. I was up half the night.." And with that she leaves. Of course my brother breaks out in a fit of laughter. I am stunned.

Winry walks in and sees my red face. "You've got to be joking...She knows....." She groans and looks from me to Al who is still laughing.

I am still stunned. So AL decides to answer. "Don't worry Win, she's not mad. She's glad actually." He laughs some more "She hopes that finally you two will get along better now that you two have found an outlet for your frustration." He breaks out into a fit of laughter once again. I scowl at him.

She sighs. "I'll be in the work-shed if anyone needs me." She turns to me then, with a broad smile. "When you're ready I'll put your new limbs on." Leaning up she pecks me on the cheek and she disappears. My hand touches where she kissed me. Al is staring at me with a smile on his face and I turn to face him.

"So..." he begins. But I interrupt.

"Don't ask because I am definitely not going to tell you." I tell him with aggravation.

He puts his hands up in defense. "Woah.. no way brother, I do NOT want to know." He pauses. "Just didn't know what to say to break the awkward silence."

I snort and proceed to get my breakfast.

As I sit there eating my mind keeps going to last night. I still can't believe it happened, and I am expecting to wake up in Nazi Germany.

Putting the dishes in the sink I look to the work-shed. I don't deserve her. I am a royal pain in ass and I know it. How is she ever going to be able to put up with me. It's all happening to fast I tell myself. I didn't expect last to happen the way it did. I rather would've gotten married first. But if Winry wanted it to happen the way it did, then I'm glad it did. I just want her happy. But maybe being with me wasn't such a good idea.

I sigh and walk out to the work-shed with my hands in my pockets.

I open the door and what do I see? A blonde woman with a wrench tinkering away at something. What is it? How the hell should I know. But what does catch my attention is the fact that she has unzipped her work suit and tied it around her waist. And of course she is wearing the black tube top. I shake my head and smile. Some things never change I guess. I walk up and put my arms around her waist.

"Guess who?" I ask her as I put my chin on her shoulder.

"Well, if it isn't Ed they're going to get a serious beating for touching me." She says in mock tone. She knows it's me. Winry turns around in my arms and gives me a chaste kiss. "I guess we should get going huh?" I stiffen. I hate this part of the process. It always hurt and I couldn't stand the thought of Winry seeing me so weak and vulnerable. "Will you take the toolbox in the house for me? I'll grab the limbs." And she smiles at me. God, she is an angel.

I'm seated on the couch again. Sitting here reminds me of the other day when she confessed she had made the limbs. She catches me  blush and gives me an odd look. Great she thinks I'm embarrassed! Ha! Who am I kidding, i AM embarrassed. I'm sitting on the couch in nothing but my boxers and she is wearing that god forsaken tube top. Two pieces of clothing stand in the way between me and her. GAH! I grunt as she pulls on my arm socket and it comes out with a squeal.

"Ed I'm so sorry!" She blurts out. I look at her quizzically. "I just don't like to see you in pain." She looks away in embarrassed.

'It's ok..." I tell her. She looks back at me smiling.

''Ok love birds let's get on with it. We don't want to be at this ALL day. Some people have things to do!" Granny says as she enters the room. We both look away in embarrassment. Al is standing near but trying to no avail not to laugh. I glare at him.

"I'll deal with you later" He stops laughing and mock frowns at me.

"Oh come on...." He tells me chuckling a bit.

I hate the feeling of them connecting. It's like your body being ripped in half and then sewn back together. I bite back the moans of pain and clench my eyes tightly. I feel myself being laid on the couch and a cold wet cloth being placed on my forehead. "Thank you." I tell the person, but I know it's Winry. I know that touch.

"Your..welcome.."She tells me in a broken voice. I force my eyes open.

"D-don't cry...." I tell her as I reach my hand out which she firmly grasps and squeezes to let me know she is there.

"I love you.." I barely whisper. I have no idea if she hears me or not. I am pulled into dreamland with my angel by my side.


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be lucky that you guyz got this. my allergies are so horrible right now. ugh...

By the way, this is what is going to be considered an Epic, It is only about half way done, so be prepared for the rest. oh and i'm going to get down to buisness and draw a sketch for each chapter.

ok it's off to bed..ugh


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From: bedsidelight
2006-05-25 08:43 am (UTC)
Go rest now. Allergies are frustrating.

Anyway, you have no idea how your fic made my day! Thank you so much. I really love the turn of events. Not only it's just half done, but you're making sketches?!? Wow.
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From: ssjkawaiitenshi
2006-05-25 03:31 pm (UTC)
i know, im spoiling you guyz :)
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From: bedsidelight
2006-05-25 05:03 pm (UTC)
I love you. Mwah.
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From: ssjkawaiitenshi
2006-06-02 02:48 am (UTC)
hehe I geuss I'm going to make you weekend cuz I'm going to posting 3 chapters all at once tomorrow... YAY!!!!!
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From: (Anonymous)
2006-05-25 08:30 pm (UTC)
I've been waiting for this all day. Thank you but you should get some rest
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